The most uncomfortable and painful situation can be those times when someone accepts you for who you are… yet you feel that you don’t deserve it and that they shouldn’t like you.
Those are the hardest times because you can’t just change your mind all of a sudden, it takes time, and really the biggest painful thing is feeling that if you can’t love this person back then they’ll move on. Perhaps you don’t feel you deserve that love. Maybe you feel that they don’t really know you so even if they say they accept you, they can’t because you feel they are mislead.
Trusting that they’ll love you till you can love them is the hardest risk. To risk your love for someone else’s is scary. There are so many things at stake.
Sometimes it’s impossible to feel that love… other times there are chances that your feelings can change.
So I guess in these situations… Even during those painful times when I know your waiting… I’ll try and change for your sake… And if I can’t… I hope you can love someone who can love you the same back.